Monday, February 16, 2009

Hings tat lew my ands off~~.


everyone is doing what they like on their own..

i havent gone to class yet

i havent touch the guitar yet

compare to him.

im embarassing..

what a shamful person i am

this is all i have

after looking for else

this is the only thing i have left

for me,

its all coming to me

a chord arrangement

a beat

i got it

someone once say, 'if u want something u gotta do what it takes'

Thursday, February 12, 2009

chemong...i am a dump lover




as im waiting for beruang to come..hmmm dtg ke x ni,aiyayaya
n to an,y u r nt working????aiiiiiish....

music soothes my soul ..





eyh..mlm..eyh,..x..da subuh
bru blik..

chemong2..'
u lapa ke?
y u tgk i cm nk mkn je..
huuu
nk nanges ngn chemong..
u dgr je..u xkomplen,ape jadi pn u stil wit me kn??kn???
i want u ere 4ever with me?too much ke??
ill buy good fish 4 u everyday..
just jgn mati,,pls..pls..pls..
kucing ade byk life kn?kn??
huu
chemong2..
i nk nanges taw..sori if bulu u basah
eleh,u bkn pnah mandi pn..bia i mandikn u ngn ayer masin
heee
chemong2..
act..tad i gado ngn my bf taaw
i bkn gado sbb jeles ke ape ke ngn pmpan tu..
i sajeje fire u abesan
nk tgk u tahan ngn i x?
u giv up x ngn i
ca i hope x?
this the way im gaining my own security..
myb u xphm...
cmne u nk phm i ble i n xphm u
hahaha..
tp..sadly..u..xtahan..sori..
i xmean pn
n sori oso too fusbonn..
u plak tensen..
u nk hav fun je ngn us..bt kami wat perangai lak
nway..so.cmm...
act..i btol3 nk ngn u..tp i xnk we end up cmtuh..
myb my fault..no3
its my fault..aaaaa
i xtaw..
chemong2..
chemong3..
y u sgt cute..???
jadi la mnusia..
n stay wit me 4ever
even slalu gado pn.
pls..pls..pls....pls.......
chemong2...................................
i noe u love me..i believe u do..
n i wud give everythn 2 find u..
i want to be wit u...
cs..i need u
n i want u....
bt if u xnk...
i blik je la..



this is crazeeeee chemong..geget bru taw..
afte edit lalalala



ps:an!!!!..im in deep shit!!!!where u????????????

yesterday, tomorrow, and today

yeah
finally an has come back to rock ... lalala...poyo gilak.....
do re mi fa so la ti do
thats the rythem of the moment that im in right now as fif from aswara is here with us.... damn im so tired right now, its 1 minute to 11pm and im still at old taste kedai kopi in subang and my girl ask me to smile.... hehe.... she's smiling when i write this.... lalala.... actually, im not actually in the mood right now, im trying to be as perfect as possible.... trying to be as good as possible so that i wont ruin everything i have... huhu... its seems that i somtimes talk without thinking.. sometimes though... huhu.... sumtimes people misjudge whether im joking around or being serious or just trying to create an arguement, but what should i worry bout, yesterday is history, tomorrows a mistery, enjoy the moment and get an isteri... hahaha

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Please,please,please,let me..get what i want

“Desperate times lead to desperate actions.”

Like the man who sat on the corner, with hundreds of butts of cigarettes. He was picking them apart, collecting the remnants, and filling a bag with this makeshift rolling tobacco. From that he was rolling cigarettes.

Please save me.

Please set the table.

Please get evicted.

Please pick me up some juice.

Please clean the house.

Please make me a priority. Please?

Please don’t think I’m desperate because it sounds like I’m begging when I say “please”.

It’s a merry-go-round– car filling the road.it’s more pleasant than a vicious cycle, because there’s crappy sound of earth breathing in this polluted city. Merry-go-rounds with glassy-eyed patrons, reluctantly holding onto the reins of something so disinterested.

You’ll ride the carousel, bemused by the bright lights, repetition and laughter of stupid, stupid, carefree children. I’ll get off; you stay on and keep going around. I’ll wander about. I won’t know what to do with myself, so I’ll go back in line and get back on top of the fibreglass horse.


im so fuckup..so please,please..let me..get what i want..this tym....


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Dont u Ever,ever,Ever?

Meow,call me el.im sharing this page with my partner an..and since he is busy working..
...leaving me drooling on my table watching the blank page cos i dunno what to write..

i had a weird dream las nite..
have u ever feel..that u r destined to do something that u r not suppose to do..like 'drugs'?
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
an always said,dont deal wit drugs,..smacked ur brain,blablabla,chemical reaction,blablabla
i xunderstand a bit,but i got ur point,so xworries lalala
but,last nite
i dreamt that I snorted a bunch of heroin,
i was pleased because it didn’t sting the way heroin is supposed to,
it didn’t make me high, but at least my nose didn’t sting…
so,this morning i wonder..what it feels like to snort a real one..wawawa


old tym fav =p